I'd like to talk to you. I just dunno where to start...
There is, but ya can't access the personal message area without a direct link or being a mod. (i have a link, but I'm not really supposed to be sharing it, I think. :/ (Plus I don't remember where I left the link XD))
I know, but it's just really hard some days. And I know there are plenty of people around me who care, but sometimes I can't seem to let them in. I really want to, but I just can't
(I'm sure I've read em before, but I'll give them another read. Thanks for the suggestion :) )
But how can you tell that stuff without asking them such questions? (Also, how can you tell the difference between people avoiding you because a convenient work schedule or they are honestly just busy.)
Yes it is! It was great! What tops that was what happened at the end of VBS. All the helpers get acknowledged and go up and get a little gift. I went up and got a thunderous applause and mobbed by little kids! It took me a few minutes to get back to my seat XD
I really don't have any other Christians to turn to. Plus I'm uncomfortable talking about my beliefs and I'm already uncomfortable talking to anyone at all XD (A german shepard probably or at least one big dog. I'm not too picky because I would take any fun dog that loves me.)
hehehehe...it got rather long. I'm not sure it'll fit in the text box. I'm not actually sure I want to put it on the site where anyone could easily find it. Would you mind if I emailed it to you (I would need your email XD) or just turning on moderated comments?
I'm taking college classes now. That's a thing, I guess. I'm really stressed and feel like crying most of the time. College is hard, growing up is the worst, and I feel friendless most of the time. How can you even tell if a person is a friend?
I spend most of my time nowadays doing homework by myself surrounded by people I don't know and the few people I want to get to know are barely around. I have had a few nice conversations when they are around and there's no one else to talk to, but the majority of the time I want to cry. (And Cypher and Blade moved out) Once again, college is hard, going up is the worst, and I feel like I don't have anyone to hang out with.
Lol! I would imagine that'd be weird XD ( I love hugs too! At vbs I gave out what I called "free hugs." A few weeks ago I ran into a little girl from vbs and she ran up to me shouting "free hugs! " needless to say I got a free hug. I was so happy I thought I was gonna cry XD )
God's Word isn't always easy to understand which one of my many many problems. XD I mean there are some things that the Bible lays out for you very plainly and then there's just about everything else. The ritual and ethical laws I find especially confusing. I sometimes wish I could go back to being a kid when I could just believe what my parents told me without question. Growing up stinks, but at least I'm getting closer to owning a dog XD (Thanks for praying for me)
Uuuummmm, from my stand point. No. But just about any show can go from sunshine and rainbows to a stormy sea. (That's what RWBY did. Everything was happy-go-lucky and then they killed off some characters in season three...)
Acoustic and I haven't really made much progress since we last spoke XD VBS was fun even if it was a little overwhelming at times and my worry side got the best of me during the morning/afternoon before we actually went to VBS that evening. Been writing a little poetry, mainly just rhymes that I get in my head. Doing some universe building for a story. Prewriting is what I think it's called. A dash of terribly written fanfics here and there. I haven't actually finished anything yet. I'll probably finish the poem first. I wrote it almost a month ago and I've been letting it sit so that I can come back and make edits so it flows properly. I might send it to ya once it's done.
Thanks! And now I've started another XD One more year after this school year and I'll be free of high school's terror! Then life will probably come run me of with a lawn mower XD
Wow...that's a long time to have braces. Congrats on getting them off! Lol, teeth bling. That's a new way for me to think of them. Thanks for that!
I hope that the retainer hurts less to take out now. Theoretically it should.
That must have been great! (I vaguely remember you saying she got married. I'm glad she married some one awesome. I hope my siblings find awesome people too, but that's not going too well rn XP) (Unimportant side note, Texans are like the best! They're so friendly and usually very nice as a lot of southerns are.)
I think ya got everything. I hope I did too.. I'm really sorry I took so long to reply. (Life has a way of catching ya in it's wake and washing ya down stream) I started a reply a few times. I just never finished XD
I'm glad you're doing well and that the wedding was good. My experiences at wedding usually just make me feel awkward. I'm usually like "hello person who knows me and I don't know/remember you or hello person i have never met please stop talking to me cause my introvert side is freaking out" XP
That is a bit of a bummer, but you can still talk to her bc of the wonder of wifi :D Anyways, it's great that your relationship with Jesus has grown! That's always a good thing. I could use someone to help me. I don't know where to start or what to do other than just live as I think the Bible is telling me to. Sometimes I wish God would just come straight out and tell me what I need to be doing. You have any advice for a teen who's probably going through the usual teen stuff? (I actually don't feel that bad other than an occasional mood swing, but I do feel like I'm growing lazy in my relationship with God. It doesn't help that I find it a hard topic to discuss in person with people..)
I'm going to try and explain it in a general nutshell kind of way so I don't start ranting XD
It's basically a magical girl superhero type show with a very diverse cast of characters. The storyline is occasionally predictable and always too fast paced (in my opinion at least) It keeps me laughing and I find the characters relatable. I also have ships. I ship they so hard, but dumb superhero secret identities. We have our main heroine, ladybug aka Marinette dupain-cheng, your average clutzy shcool girl who has a on Adrien Agreste and is super shy around said Adrien which I find cringy at moments, but that may just be me. On to our main hero, Chat noir aka Adrien Agreste. He's been a sheltered kid most his life, not having much contact with outside world except for his photo shoots that his dad has him do. (His dad is a world famous designer and Arien is a world famous model) Chat Noir has a crush on Ladybug.He's also makes a good deal of puns which I love. I LOVE puns. Besides living their everyday lives. They fight Hawk moth, a supervillain, who uses people's negative emotions to essentially corrupt them giving them superpowers, but it exchange he wants what give Ladybug and Chat noir their superpowers. Those are refered to as Miraculouses. The reason he wants their Miraculous I can't tell you cause spoilers. That's basically it thus far. There's a bit more story too it, but spoilers :D I really like it and I hope you get around to watching it. It might take a few episodes to grow on ya since the eariler ones weren't the best. The early episodes probably had the dumbest villains.
I've been working on some writing. I volunteered at VBS a few weeks ago. I've been just talking with siblings and my internet friends :) and my neighbors. I have fallen in lllooovvveee with playing the guitar. It's very soothing. Although I'm not very good yet. I occasionally still practice piano. I was playing a lot of video games, but i tend to play them in spurts. I'll play a ton one week and then hardly any for a maybe a month. It's weird. I finished another grade! Yay me! I'm doing dual enrollment this fall so I start college class in a week. That's a thing. We're working on our garage roof and I am having a blast! And I'm learning things and stuff which I REALLY like. I also contemplate life sometimes and think about the future. I think I do that too much. I'm working on it... Oh! And I recently had my own full coffee for the first time. I think I like coffee. Overall, it's kinda just meh. I think that's pretty much what I've been up to besides cleaning and bracing myself in anticipation on people moving... What have you been doing since your last comment? (Also, sorry about taking so long to reply. I was sorta doing things and sorta procrastinating. As of yesterday tho I was definitely doing things XP )
I see you appear to be succeeding in spending less time on the computer XD
It's no problem. Sad truth is I'm getting used to people dropping on and off the radar.
I'm alright. I've actually been doing stuff. Nothing has been accomplished successfully yet. I'd love ta tell ya what I've been up to, but I should be sleeping, but my brain was doing the thing where it reminds u of all the things u should do but haven't (like reply to u) so I decided to reply so my brain will be quiet and I can't forget to do it later XP (hope that made sense) I'll attempt to leave ya a comment tomorrow about what I've been doing
In the mean time. How have u been and whatcha been up to? Also have you watched a show called miraculous ladybug? (Sometimes called the tales of ladybug and chat noir)
I'm getting over a flu bug and so are the majority of my siblings. (Dumb flu bug had to hit us at the beginning of the first snow of the year. It was a really good one too! And I totally missed playing in it!) We're all trying to adjust to having to go to school again. A little sick and kinda grumpy overall, but at least we're here.